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yea uhm ... a lot has happened, but im not gunna tell yu ... if yu wanna no then yu can call me up and ask hehe ... i wont fill yu in but play this weekend so exciting ... nd boy may break up w/ gf which = very good for me...just got home from a looong day and in for a loooong weekend
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[07 Sep 2004|11:43am] |
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well hmm let's see its been a whyle since i updated (lauren yelled at me) lols. so yea i went to nicoles house we walkd around nd then i went home nd packed, i finished jane eyre nd omg it is like my favorite book in the whole wide world, it was absolutely fantastic!
so yea then thursdaie morning: car came nd picked us up which was nyce nd then we went to the ship, we left my house @ 11:30 nd we were on the ship by 12:30 nd then we ate lunch went to our room nd went in the hot tub! nd then lauren came in the hot tub lols but i didnt no her so we didnt really say ne thing to each other, then i left nd we went to dinner. (this really nasty lady wit an accent nd her spoild brat 10 yr old daughter sat wif us i thought i was going to die!!) after dinner we jus like walkd around the ship nd stuff nd then my ma nd gma wanted me to go to this teen orientation thing it started @ like 9, but i didnt wanna look like a loser so i made them sit in the room wit me until 9:10 so it lookd like i was "fashionably late" lols as soon as i got there i met kim kangaroo! lmao oh man this lady was sooo crazy then we all got bored nd she took us into this huge ass lounge thingy nd we were jus talkin nd stuff nd then i met claire (who looks like the girl bassist in school of rock!) nd her cousin brian nd then i met erik, sachi, lauren, kristen, anthony, bobby, danielle, joe and amanda! then we met like zeleg, sean, arie nd sum1 else like rachel er chloee er summin idk they didnt hang out wit us too much nd then so then we all got bored wif the kangaroo nd decided to bail, then we were jus walkin around we went outside nd i took brians sweatshirt whyle they all went in the pool, danielle and i jus put r feet in. nd then we changed nd were chylln on the top floor lols. we were walkin nd this kid was walkin towards us anthony was like "hey u wanna hang out wit us?" nd the kid was like ok and joined are lil group, that was corey lols then we got into some sex dicussion then corey nd sum other people left hmm then what? i think we all jus sat around nd talkd nd stuff, it was cool
fridaie - all day @ sea!!! well i got back into my room round like 2ish i think nd climbed the stupid liddle latter nd got into bed lols nd then i was up by like 8:30 (or earlier) nd then ma nd gma were like o we're gunna walk a mile nd then go to breakfast, they only did half a mile lols nd i slept on a chair nd then we went to breakfast nd uhh yea then every1 was meeting @ 12 + 2 so then ma nd granny nd i did a lil bit more walkin around nd then we had lunch nd then i met every1 they were all jus sittin eeting pizza nd stuff it was kinda chylly and we were so bored, so then i we went to go play a game, we played trival pursuit lmao i was loosing really bad nd then we made teams, and me and erik were losin really bad lols nd then it was like 5ish nd it was formal nyte so me erik nd sachi i think left to go get readie 4 dinner nd then we all ate r tymes nd then we met at the dance at like 9:15 but poor claire didnt even have a lotta time to eat :( sorrie!! so then we went into the dance and
ahh i gotta go to cheering practice -- ill finish updating later lols love yew all
<3 sexy lemons and hot lemon pulp! <3
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hmm yea its been a while, again! oh well get over it, nothing eventful has really been happenin, i feel better, but my tummy still hurts every now nd then nd yea ive jus been doin stuff...i cleend my room, it looks so awesome, i actually enjoy going in there now lols, i also learned howta print pix off the comp, i printed like 70 oh well, nd yea thats been bout it i found out i have cheerleading practice the nyte of the show =\ but idk the time yet nd i wont no till i come home from the cruise, yupp thats thursdaie, another 5 days ill go witout updating lols, i wish summin really good happens on the cruise, i jus feel like my summer was such a waste, i got nothing accomplished. i dont really even talk to THAT boy ne more, but its kewl, outta sight outta mind, yanno? sometimes i think i jus want someone, like idk but im in love with being in love, and i dont want mr. ryte, i jus want mr. ryte now. my life seems so dull when theres no romantic involvement, oh well. 2morrow i gotta pack, hopefully finish jane eyre (im dying to see how it ends!), get sparknotes, i mean read much ado about nothing, get stuff readie for skewl nd jus other random liddle things, nd i gotta go to nicoles house too...shud be fun fun stuff well im disgustingly bored, but dont wanna ramble on bout wut ive been doing lately, bc its really nothing exciting so yeah
<3 it looks like the candyman has giant ballsz <3
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hmm yesterdaie was uhh tuesdaie? yea so i went to volleyball, did kinda better nd then went home nd then went to werk nd then went to teen nyte nd davida showd me the jerseys, they r so cute i cant wait to get myne! nd then i went home nd talkd to jenna G. we hadda good1 nd then i decided i was gunna b all balsy nd tell the BOY i like him, so i do, and he was like wow i had no idea but i think we shud jus be friends bc i cant imagine us as more nd that was cool i mean i was happie that he wasnt gunna lead me on or n e thing, but it was still upsetting. so then lindsay nd i got off the fone, and then i was hysterically crying nd i guess it was jus from all the stress, my tummie hurt, the BOY, and volleyball so i didnt wanna call back lindsay bc i new she was tired so i calld christina nd she was like wuts the matter wuts the matter nd i cudnt answer her bc i was crying so much so then amanda nd her got all gay about it nd started making jokes nd laughing nd i got even more upset nd jus hung up on them. nd then i calld lindsay nd she got me calm, nd then i talkd to the boy a lil more but i was still really upset nd i completely lashed out on christina nd im sorrie, i feel really bad but idk i was jus really upset nd frstrated. so this mornin i woke up (the alarm was goin off @ 8) nd i got outta bed at 9:15 nd then my stomach hurt sooo bad it like hurt to move so i cudnt go to volleyball nd then i told my mom nd we went to the doctor nd the doctor took blood (ouch!) nd then she was like yea go for a catskan bc it may b ur appendix so i was like hmm o joy then we go home nd my tummie hurt sooo bad i was hysterically crying so daddie catherine nd i rushed to the er nd then they lookd at me (meanwhile mom calld everyone we know to tell them im dying) nd then they gave me sum stuff nd jus said i have inflamed stomach tissue n i gotta take things easy (which means stopping volleyball) nd try not too get too upset bout things nd not be so stressed nd not eat dairy nd spicy foods for a lil whyle lols nd now they put me on new medicine nd yea im feelin a lil bit better nd im so sleepy but i cant fall asleep :( o well lols i keep getting calls and i-ms from everyone making sure im ok, and i am thanks so much for yer concern -- imma go shower now o man nicky is watchin a family guy marathon =( that makes me sad o well i gotta get over it
<3 i have all my body parts <3
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well hmm lets canada was so beautiful! i met some new people nd had like the best time of my life lolsz im so glad i went. i wud kinda wanna move up there, but winters are way too bad so i decided i wanna move to boston lols and look @ that ryte where Harvard is. How perfect! yea so uhm falls were great vacation nice, i was sick nd in pain the WHOLE time it really suckd, so THURSDAIE we go to the dox nd she was like u got acid in ur tummy take one pill 2x a day nd if ur not better in two months we'll check into further things ::cough:: cancer + tumors ::cough:: but she said everything will most likely be fine like 98% fine er summin like that, and they i thought they said they'd call me if anything was wrong and mommie wudnt let me go to cheerin practice so i missd it, AGAIN!! nd then daddie nd i went out nd we bought swimfan, but i didnt watch it nd mandalin came over lols we call her mandalin bc her name was supposed to be Amanda Lynn, but her daddie sed it sound too much like a guitar lols nd we now know someone who plays a mandalin haha so yes we call her `Mandalin nd then FRIDAIE i went to ashelys house for her birthday yay!! happy birthday ashley love u hunsz lolsz nd steph nd michelle were there, michelle's really cool and uhm yea i stayd there for a liddul bit nd then hmm wut did i do? ah yes i cannot believe i forgot! Jenna Christina Mandalin Me and my daddie all went to the mall lols woop woop nd then we saw JOHN john danny meg nd chris nd they were beggin sum lady for a bong lolsz idk but yea they lookd good, i mean some of them, well one of them lookd really really good lols nd then we all went back to my house nd watchd degrassi woah man like the best show ever ya`ll gotta watch it! nd then we put on swimfan but then mandalin hadda leave nd jenna nd chris hadda leave so then i watchd it by myself nd i was talkin to that special BOY online lols we talked from 11:30-3:15 i was soooo happie i like went to sleep wit a smile on my face then SATERDAIE i woke up in the afternoon nd it was POURING nd lindsay marie came over! nd we watchd swimfan, well we tried bc she never saw the beginning nd i never saw the end nd my mom was watchin it wit us but she has to comment on every little thing so it was kinda hard nd then like 3/4 into the movie aunt patti comes over nd starts tellin us bout how shes really injured nd stuff so w/e i still dont see the end lols and then hmm mimi came over bc ma nd pa hadda partee to go to so then we went to ihop lols as usual nd i saw a lotta people i knew there! lols nd then we went to carvel where the dumb boy didnt no how to make a smoothie nd i hadda read him the directions lols nd then we came home nd i jus chylld online nd then yesterdaie was SUNDAIE nd i wanted to go out all day bc my mom nd i had gotten into a fyte bout perfume, so stupid i no, the nyte b4 lols so i was like i wanna go out from like 3-10 nd chris nd mandalin decided it wud b nice to go to the zoo, however we had no ride to the zoo so yea lols danny calls chris nd told her to go to a partee at patrix house. so the three of us walk the wr blvd. walk the heights blvd. nd then go into lodi nd we didnt no which house it was, but we eventually found it and then we felt really weird bc it was his sisters bday party! lols his mom was so cute tho, awe so their band played, wow thats all i have to say nd can say about their band lols nd then christophers uncle lives up the bloq nd we decided to go play in the street in front of his house where his whole family thinks hes gay lols that was a lotta fun nd across from his uncles house is britts house, but britt wasnt home :( so we kept chyllan nd then me mandalin christina phil nd andy were jus chylln nd every1 went back to the party then they walkd around the block nd came back nd then brittany came home nd we saved her from church! yayness lols nd then we all walkd to dunkin donuts where christina nd mandalin had these nasty ass drinks, but there i met my new found friend kenneth lols he goes to bosco he knows my friends nd my cousins lols kewlness nd chris nd patrick were totally checkin out brittany lols u lil pimpette! nd then the boys had a ball punching contest nd like all the guys were on the ground crying bc their balls hurt lols nd then christina mandalin nd i said are goodbyes lols nd they went into lodi nd we stayed in heights. the dipshyts decided they want mcdonalds, we walkd down a really big hill to get there nd then we ate nd then it was time to walk home nd we cudnt walk on the highway so that meant we hadda walk UP the big hill lols that was a fun time christina stole well took a sign that said keep off the grass lols nd we had fun playin wit that all nyte, we kinda got lost nd this random kid either askd if i had a cell fone or askd for my cell fone number summin bout a cell fone lols but i told him i didnt have one nd we kept walkin up the hill and then hmm we finally made it home at like 9 lols so we were out from like 2-9 lols close enuff to 3-10 nd then hmm yea we watchd swimfan bc christina didnt see the end of it nd yea i still missd the end lols oh well nd uhh yea then they left nd yea i hadda really good conversation wit THAT boy nd then TODAIE i had lindsay marie call me @ 8:20 to wake me up nd then she went to vball at 8:30 nd then i went to vball at 10 nd i really really suckd todaie in 2 nd a half hours i got the ball over the net once and ive never ever get it over wen i serve lols so yea i pretty much didnt wanna do it nd i dont really think mr. mann wants me on tha teem nd then i came home showered nd got all pretty pretty mandalin went to christinas witout me =( so i walkd up by myself nd we chylld there for a lil whyle nd stuff nd then we went to the jersey grill, we saw chris walk by nd then we saw danny nd meg walk by, they were all goin to teejaies, and i wanted to go to teejaies too lols but we did see john pO. nd nicO lols then chris nd i went nd got r eyebrows done nd the lady was yellin at me bc myne are all uneven nd i gotta let 'em grow back lols nd then we jus went back to christinas no teejaies for us :( nd then we lookd up howta pierce a bellybutton bc i really think i want christina to pierce myne lols just for sum fun, but its really dangerous so idk wut to do nd then mandalin nd i walkd home nd then my dad told me the doctor calld, and i got really scared bc i thought she said that she would only call back if summin was wrong but mayb i misunderstood, oh well the office was closd nd i gotta call 'em back in the am. it cant be anything too too serious otherwise they wudda told my daddie, ryte? well yea nd then pizzie startd talkin to me online nd told me i hadda hadda stay at volleyball bc she wud be really sad nd her nd natalie said i have a lotta potential so she is gunna help me wit my serve 2morrow nd hopefully ill do better then, i mean i dont wanna be a wuss nd jus quit bc im afraid of not makin the team lols nd so yea i didnt get to see HIM again todaie nd i really wanna i really like him nd i really like talkin to him nd i wanna hang out wit him more! but idk if he likes me nd then i jus started crying nd like couldnt stop its so weird im so sad nd idk y i think its bc i had a ruff day at vball nd im really tired nd idk bout the BOY nd im stressed bc of the doctor so idk im goin to sleep at like elemon (11) tonight bc i gotta go back to vball in the am dear Lord please help me. well imma go like cleen my room er summin o yea nd i was listening to a song b4 nd it reminded me of the KID here :: I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I want to chase You're the one I want to hold I won't let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special To you I'd be always faithful I want to be what you always needed Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I want to chase You're the one I want to hold I won't let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over But I'm just fine moving forward I'll ease your mind If you give me the chance I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try
I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I want to chase You're the one I want to hold I won't let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you Baby do you think you could want me too I don't wanna waste your time Do you see things the way I do I just want to know that you feel it too There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I want to chase You're the one I want to hold I won't let another minute go to waste I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
<3 keep off the grass<3
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well hmm thursdaie i was still feelin really sick, idk wut it is nd then i went to cheerleading it was only me sammi nd lauren wit all the new frosh but we had fun we tried doin fulls wit sammi nd yea sorrie hun she totally fell (on me) but its cool lols nd then i showered nd then i went to lindsays house yay! nd we were chylln watchin sum movies in her NEW ROOM!! lols it was fun nd then her mommie got us ice cream, and then it was sleepytime as soon as we were closin r eyes jayson calld! nd we were talkin to him 4 a lil whyle nd i was startin to get sick nd lindsay got really nervous lols (pop quiz, wheres the garbage can?) lmao! so then she slept on the floor, i felt so bad! nd i slept in the bed nd then she was up @ like 11:30 but then we slept till like 1:30 lols nd my daddie calld but we didnt answer nd my sister came over and rang the belle nd we didnt answer so my dad totally thought that i was lying and that i was out wit sum boy w/e man lols so i got nervous that i was gunna get in trouble so i went home nd we got madre at werk nd then hmm yea i jus chylld round the house doin nuttin nd then at like 6:30 i went nd got my nails done, they look so pretty! nd then uhh amanda came over yay! nd amanda knows kyle nd is at his house as we speak, how bizzaro is that?? lolsz ( i barely even no him) nd then hmm she went home nd as usual i feel sick! nd then lindz nd i were doin sum chat surfin lols nd uhh yea i didnt fall asleep till like 4:30! it was nutz, nd then i woke up @ 9 to go to the mall, man wut a girl will do to do some shopping lols. so me nd ma go to the mall nd we meet gramma, nd then ma went into jcpennys to shop for the chillin lols nd me nd gramma went to victoria's secret for the grandopening i got a new bra lols nd a a really cute undie/tank set nd it says cancer on it its really cute nd then uhh we went to jcpennys nd i pickd out some really cute clothes for the lil sis she's goin baq to skewl in style! nd then i got a really cute pair of pants nd a sweater nd then hmm . . we went home nd aunt alice was there nd yea w/e i packd nd now we r leavin for niagra falls in bout 7 hrs lols nd im the only one like still awake, nuts i no! o well im jus not goin to sleep tonight yea so ive been sick a lot lately, my stomach is totally killing me. so we r thinking that im lactose intollerant, idk how that happens like overnight but w/e ill have to go to the doctor soon nd get like a sonogram ew i hate that it makes me feel like a pregnant lady! lols the ride is totally gunna suck bc if i get sick we r gunna have to stop nd its gunna make the ride so much longer! idk if it really is the whole dairy thing bc i dont think i had dairy todaie, nd im still sick but idk i may have lolsz man i have such issues, o well ok im babbling im gunna go finish packing nd i straightend my hair, it looks really cute! lols ok yea i gotta shut up now, well ill see ya`ll wen i get back frum canada :( i kinda sorta DONT wanna go, arg o well have fun for the next few days ill miss u all xOx mwa`zZz <3 paige lmao! <3
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well lets see uhh yesterday hmm i woke up @ 9:40 !! nd then at 12 i fell asleep till 3 nd then my mom made me go to shop rite, i felt like such a loser lols but i went nd we bought stuff for vacation nd then we left nd then uhh we ate dinner nd then me ma nd aunt janet went to millcreek nd i got the cutest lil skirt nd really awesome bongo jeans, and i got a really ugly boys backpack lols but its the biggest they had so yea nd i got a new belt*hehe nd uhh yea then i went home nd fell asleep nd then lindsay woke me up nd then we talkd nd then i fell asleep again i woke up todaie (well yesterdaie) around 10:30ish nd then fell baq to sleep till bout 2, then i showered nd then i got sick nd went to the doctor nd he sed i gotta go to sleep earlier or ill have to go to the hospital :( i dont wanna go there, but i really cant fall asleep early, so then i went to werk nd read my book i have like 192 pages left of jane eyre, omg that book gets so0o0o0o0o good ya'll gotta read it its really awesome. then i went nd pickd up catherine @ teen nyte lols yea she is only like 7 nd she was chylln wit the 7th graders lols then we went to 711 bc god forbid they dont get a slurpee nd then i felt really sick so i layed down nd fell asleep till 10:15 nd then i got really hot nd really cold lols nd now i cant fall asleep ahh idk lols well lindsay nd i r havin sum fun in these chats lols good times
<3 be careful wen u look @ the pic <3
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well todaIe i woke up @ 2:30 AGAIN!!! Im so mad i hate waking up that late the whole day is gone! so I talkd to sum ppL online nd then did my hair nd got dressed nd then we left to go to the bbq, it wasnt that bad at first, but it was so0o0o cold nd i was bored so then daddie took me home nd i got changed into sweats nd layd on the couch, and then my mom calld me nd told me she was talkin to kyle . . . who's kyle? well he saw me leave the house he sed i was pretty, nd he sounded totally hot, yay a new boy =)!!! lols yay a new boy =( ugh boys r so complicated lols nd yea he has a band nd hes 16 <3 lols ok yea w/e nd hopefully he'll b able to play r show on september 10th. yayness! nd uhm yea the tickets for the cruise came in todaie oh yea lols nd uhm yea i denO kinda a boring daie, tomorrow we`lL be wallpapering the living room, o joy o rapture <3 pOlly-O <3
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wow todaie was such a LaZy day I woke up @ 2:30 i know i know my whole DAY was jus like gone lols so i jus kinda lounged around the house nd then showered nd then mimeRsz came ova nd i gave her her present which she loved, yay! nd then we went to ihOp nd we saw natalie's mom nd aunt and my gmasz friend who has a daughter natalie woah baby lols nd then we went to dairy quEen (we got lost lols) nd we had that brownie batter stuff, that is good stuff, a lil sweet, but good then we came home nd i finally watched bruce almighty { BE THE MIRACLE }hehe nd then we watchd bringin down the house (all courtesy of Lindsay lols) nd then we watchd full house nd nOw im typin to U ppL, nuthin really eventful tomorrow i have an icky bbq wit ppl i dont even no, ugh another fun fun day =( nd christina leaves in 4 hours, ahhhh IMMA MISS U CHRIS!!! welL imMa gO waTch bUg juice, man i love that show lols <3 kissie poo, i can't believe u said kissy poo <3
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hmMm todaie . .. woke up @ 1 went to cheerin @ 4 it was awesome we did pretty good basket tosses wit malissa lols nd we did sum otha stunting nd then we did sum tumbling (which i cud do witout) i didnt do all that well lols and then malissa nd i taught the new frosh a cheeer, but we totally screwed it up oh well lols sorrie gals! nd then mommie + daddie were late pickin me up, as usual + then we went home 4 a lil nd catherine nd momsz went to her cheerleading practice nd ma went to aunt janets nd then daddie nicky christina nd i went to paramus park i got teal eyeliner nd + eyeshadow nd then i got sum hair clips nd a teeshirt nd stuff yea lols nd then we got sum food + then went home nd we watchd bringin down tha house nd then chris left, im so sad im not gunna see her now till august 20th! ahhh so sad ::tear tear:: lols yea nd hmm after she left i was jus kinda like doin sum stuff on the comp nd then i calld lindsay! yay nd we were talkin nd stuff nd then she sed summin that really really upset me nd im not mad at her, its jus i dont want her to do wut she sed she was gunna do, and its hard to explain but it really really offends me nd like ahh i love her so much id b so lost witout her but like i jus dont want her to do it, and idk if she was jokin or naht but LINDSAY IM NOT MAD AT U, I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so yea well its been kinda a long daie so imma go sleepies <3 camp WAZYAHTA <3
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